Portrait of the Guardians 24x36 with a dead straight face

with a dead straight face

It shows the groundedness and sense of quiet charisma

in the light

I love the way that it’s the darkness of this painting that makes the light attach to it

You sent me flowers every day

Portrait of the Guardians 24x36 with a dead straight faceI started painting in 2010 because I stopped drinking. I literally had nothing to do after that, and I was afraid to go anywhere because I knew Id just drink a bottle of vodka again and try to figure out what had happened the night before. I was so drained by the pattern. Consumed with self hatred. I had been in therapy for about a year. The most painful part of thinking I could stop drinking on my own was every time (daily weekly) I was smashed again